Life

I fuck everything up.
I don't think before I say things.
I can be a pervert.
I can swear too much.

I have my flaws.

Don't get driven away by the way I look.
Don't judge a book by its cover. Cliche`, but the meaning eternally stands.

I believe that the truth is the greatest things in life cause you pain:
Chocolate taste so good because it's bad for you.
Love is sensational because in the end your heart is left to bleed.
Sex is a necessity because you long to get rid of your innocence.
Immortality is the ultimate solution because death is the very last farewell.

**All about me**100 questions
Name::	Chris
Age::	19
Birthday::	December, 2/1986
Birthplace::	winnipeg
Current Location::	winnipeg
Eye color::	hazel
Hair Color::	brown
Height::	5'4"
Screen name::	(*Snoman*)
Current School::
Grade level::	12
Favorite Color::	Orange
Tatoos?:	nope
If so how many?:	none
Piercings?:	nope
If so, how many?:	none
****Have YOu Ever*****
Sat on your rooftop?:	yes
Kissed someone in the rain?:	no
Danced in public?:	all the time lol
laughed so hard you cried?:	nope
laughed in class for no reason?:	yea
Embarrased yourself in public?:	always
talked to a complete stranger?:	yes
Made out in a theatre?:	nope
Made out infront of your parents?:	nope
Been on stage?:	yup
Toilet papered someone's house?:	yes
Played spin the bottle of 7 minutes in heaven?:	nope
Liked someone and not tell them how u felt?:	always
Ever been in love?:	maybe
Ever liked 2 guys u can't decide which1 to go 4?:	oh yea all the time.NOT
Ever been out of the country?:	yes
*** who was the last person to....***
Say hi to you?:	Ashley
hugged you?:	Sam
Kissed you?:	good one.
tell you bye?:	Dad
Take your photo?:	Sam
Write a poem bout u?:	no one
Fight with you?:	jon
Write you a note?:	Rainee
Tell you i love you?:	ummm
Touch you?:	ummm
Person on ur mind?:	umm
Tell you something u didnt like?:	umm
called you beautiful?:	on one
Called ur house?:	Dad's friend Glen
*....What's the last.....*
Time you laughed?:	last night
Time you cried?:	umm
Time you got drunk?:	never
time u got high?:	never
time u used drugs?:	prescrition this morning
Movie you watched?:	Nothing To Lose
Joke you told?:	not sure tell many of them
person u hit?:	jon
Song you've sang?:	Nickleback
Time you looked at the clock?:	9:36am
Email you sent?:	Mom
Book you've read?:	never read one through
Food you've eaten?:	Burger King Whopper
flavor of gum you chewed:	Extreme Voltage
THIng u've said?:	shit
Store you've been in?:	Best Buy
person u said i love you to?:	Grandma
*.. .......This or that?..........**
PePsi or coke?:	Pepsi
McDonalds or Burger king?:	McDicks
Hot tea or ice tea?:	iced tea
Chocolate or vanilla?:	chocolate
Beach or mall?:	beach hell yea
Water or milk?:	milk
Coffee or Cappucinno?:	none
Hugs or kisses?:	either would be nice
kisses or sex?:	either would be nice
cats or dogs?:	dogs
Scary movies or Romantic comedies?:	both
Love or money?:	both
ice cream or cake?:	both
Summer or winter?:	both
Fall or spring?:	both
Night or day?:	night
Dark or light?:	bark
*****Randoms*****:	wha??
Regret someting u did in the past?:	alot of things
Way u wanna die?:	sleep
LIke thunderstorms?:	bery much
Want to get married?:	yes
wanna have children?:	yes
Ever been high at school?:	nope
Ever cheated on ur boyfriend?:	oh yea all the time NOT
Ever been cheated on?:	kinda
can you whistle?:	yes
Are you in a relationship?:	nope
if so ..Is it a healthy one?:	???
Ever made out with someone from the same sex?:	never
Favorite sport?:	paintball, hockey
Favorite kind of music?:	rock
Favorite song?:	Next Contestant-Nickleback
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My Life
By Christopher James Norquay

It all began on December, 2nd/ 1986 where I was born in Grace Hospital I believe. We were living on Ashburn St. until the age of 4 until we moved out to Clandeboye where we lived in a 3 bedroom house I went to School at William S. Patterson School. Where a lot of things happened there, one, Jon got tripped and went head first into a railing and got 21 stitches. I met this girl who of course probably forgot about me by now her name is Jennifer had a huge crash on. Had the big flood of 1994 or so. Then we moved out to Winnipeg again on Peake Ave. 4 bedroom house, big very big. I went to Bernie Wolfe school where I met my 2 best friends Mark and Sam. By 1998 or 1999 my parents weren’t doing so good always fighting and stuff so my dad finally went out after a big fight and the next morning my mom filed a protection order against him and by the time we got home his stuff was gone so we ended up going to a protection house in Osborne, we stayed there for a week or so and talked to counselors and cops and all this shit and I started to have diaharrea really badly, so this was around October 31st/1998. So my mom finally decided we should move out to Selkirk, yippee, not. So I lost touch with Mark and Sam for 3 years, met some friends there met the girl of like my dreams at Selkirk Comp High School, Jennifer man did she grow up HOT!!. So the friends I met there were Cory (best friend), Andrew, Mike, Justin, and Matt. Cory turned out to be a coke head don’t talk to him much. And the rest except Matt and Mike I still talk to. But still having the diaharrea they still didn’t know what I had until 2000 when I found out I had chron’s disease. My mom which had at least 6 boyfriends well we lived out there 3 of them we were going to move into there houses the best one I think was the crazy one who had like a $250,000 dollar house very, very nice. But yea in all the houses we started to move into until things hit the fan and then she broke up with them and yea you can piece the rest together. Well in Selkirk I couldn’t really go to school failed classes. Had a job for like 7 months at Shell Gas station until I got fired. By 2004 I moved out with my dad back to Peake Ave. because my mom wasn’t doing anything besides going out for coffee and bingo and sleep and no cooking. So I lived at peake for a couple of months until we moved to Bowman Ave. because we couldn’t afford that house. Jon still lived in Selkirk, I got kicked out of Kildonan East high School due to attendance so I tried to get a job but nothing so we ended up getting kicked out of that place due to not paying rent on time and it was a total shit hole so we moved to McDermot Ave West. In Weston, that’s when mom dropped Jon of at the door so he know lived with us. We lived there for like 5 ro6 months before they sold it on us so we moved over to Inglewood Ave. well I was going to school at Tec Voc high school I was getting in trouble with not going and getting sick all the time. Jon was getting a lot of absences well I had to drive him. I got a job at KFC/Taco Bell, worked there for 9 months until I quit. Moved to Ross Ave. West because the owner sold the house again. Fuckers. So Jon worked at Domo where I kept getting sick and going into the hospital 4 times, 1 endoscopies, 3 colonoscopy’s, 1 blood transfusion, a lot of drugs I’ve been on make me look like I’m fucking 13 or so, my height, and everything about me everyone I get close to I fuck it up, I’m a virgin in everyway possible, I’m depressed, I have no job, no schooling, going onto welfare because I can’t handle a job or school, I just fucj everything up I don’t know why I’m shy. Don’t know what else to say about my life. But that’s about it oh yea probably going into surgery for a bag for my chorns that’ll be better for me. Well that’s it.

So now I'm on this Boost Diet to help me so far IThink it's working for those of you who don't know what it is, it's a nutrtional drink and i drink like 5 to 6 cans a day and no hard foods lovely. I'm sooooo craving bacon, back bacon, chicken, nice big oven cooked ham drool. but yea gotta do it for 3 weeks starting off doing one week see how it does and if it doens't work well don't know may go into the hostipal yippee well there i get some good food. lol. but mind you i have to be without food for like a week or 2 on an I.V. but yea i hope i get better. well later ttyl bye bye.

Does anyone read these things or something if so comment please. :'(

all weekend until like wedsenday i had this really bad virus, and last night i went to Gentlemens Club Admission to The club was-$6, 2 50/50 tickets for a free strip session -$4, 2 cokes-$10, IDed 2x, once by the admission girl and then once by the owner, asked twice how old i was, one guy felt bad about it and give me a freecoke, at the end of the featurette i had to yell to get a free poster, i won a free dance from the 50/50 tickets jon, Kamil and I enjoyed that lol,-PRICELESS. so that was my night and then going again tomorrow YAHOO, right now i have a freakishly weird fever i was shaking uncontrolably for like maybe 30 mins, buyt that was over now i just feel like shit. but yea i gotta go and pass out or something. lol ttyl bye bye.

it was kinda busy i quess looked for jobs monday, tuesday i applied to them and yesterday i went out to Transcona and hung out with a friend (mark) and played a game of pool, then went and picked up Sam and then went back to her place waited for her B/F and then went and picked up jon and then drove around went to Timm'y on Portage and then domo to get windshield washer fuild and then drove some more and went back to transcona and did some donuts in Safeway parking lot by royal fork buffet and then saw a Chick getting the carts and i yelled out HI and see was stunned and then mark drove up to her and we started talking, she said she's off in 20 and she'll do donuts with us and she did so after some of that we all talked for like an hour or more and then went back to mark and sams place and chilled till 2am then came home, and today i had the interview and then went to domo got some gas came home dad went to work and i cooked a roast and mashed potatoes and after like 10pm picked up jon went to safeway and got some stuff, went to movie gallery and dropped off movies and now im here. At sam and marks place i shot sam with an airsoft gun i felt sooooooooooooooooooo bad i meant to hit her B/F and that was my week ttyl bye bye.

Well my weekend.. It was FUCKING AWESOME

Friday: Woke up, Cam came over around 3 or so and we hung out for abit and went to blockbuster and rented a game came back home and Jon wanted to go to the School to get some things and then go to Mcdicks Cam, Jon and myself we went to the school so Jon can get some stuff and then found out it was locked and when we were leaving I tried to fishtail and slide into a poll alot of damage to the truck and my dad said NEVER AGAIN so yea came home and played the game and Cam went home and then Kamil came over around 8pm or so and then we went cruising for awhile and then went to the bombers parking lot and did some donuts and drifting. Did that until like 2am or so and then went by the hookers and I YELLED OUT UGLY BITCH!!! and after that we came home at 3am and I went to bed.

Saturday: Woke up ate and then Kamil called and asked if I could buy some booze for his chick friends so I said sure. So when he came over with his Uncles car Nissan very nice, we went and picked up 3 girls, which they never believed me that I was 19 lol. So we went to go get them Smirmoff's and Bacrady Twists or something. Well anyways we drove around for abit well they were drinking in the back of the car lol. Then we went to Domo on Portage for some gas and then continued down Portage and turned around near the Keg, near Sargent Ice Cream or something there was a car accident 2 cars and 1 fire truck 2 ambalances, and 3 cops, so the girls were freaking lot lol, "I don't wanna get pulled over" lol. we didn't so we went back the bombers parking lot and did some donuts and freaked the girls out some more, then we went back to my place for like an hour or so until we were on are way to Kamil's when we saw another accident 4 or 5 cars 1 in a ditch, another on the boulavard, and 2 got into an accident. So we finally made it to his house "HOLY SHIT" it was fucking nice 2 fireplaces, 2 kitchens and huge my god!! So the one of the girls mom phoned and said to be back in 20mins OMG, so on the way back to her place Jon calls and asked to get picked up ok so we drop them off and pick up Jon and went cruising and raced some ppl and drove up and down main and portage tried to see some hookers but none where out w/e so it's near 2 am so far so we head back here and say good-bye to Kamil and went to bed.

Sunday: Woke up, was gonna go apply for some jobs but Cam called and said that he wsn't going to work tonight because of W.I.T so he was gonna call when he was done so I said sure so he came over around 5 and stayed till 8pm and we played some games and hung-out. Then my friend Sam called to say she just got a new Cell Phone, and found out some things about her like she's going out with this guy named Darcy from The Royal Fork (supervisor) NICE lol. Found out also that her brother Mark quit aww sorry man well try another until you find something. well tht's about it until now so tty all later Bye Bye

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Well my weekend.. It was FUCKING AWESOME

Friday: Woke up, Kamil came over around 8pm or so and then we went cruising for awhile and then went to the bombers parking lot and did some donuts and drifting.

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wow it's been along time. w/e. but yea feeling pretty shitty lately but yea w/e go for a liver test monday and then after going to vote for pretty sure NDP. but yea that's what i've been up to lately.

man oh man. first off my health is the shits, second i owe sooooo much money, third Matt and Jon are making it worse for me as of having no girlfriend and the fact i couldn't get one in the first place anyways. they say i should go for the 14 year olds at least they are age of consent and also i look the age (but it kinda hard to hide the fact that i have a car and can drive and have like a full-time job.HA. what else lets see the doctors have like no idea what drug to put me on next i went threw at least like maybe 10 diferent maybe more FUCKING BULLSHIT. I HATE MY DIESESE. w/e i can kinda live with that but i can't live witht the fact that my teacher says to drop out and write my G.E.D in one year and get a job at home FUCK YOU TOO. and also this teacher is the one who i need to become an Electrician. but i can handle all that shit well i think i can my body can't as it tells me everyday as i get these things called flare-ups which basically for those ppl who don't know makes me sick and makes me have lots of pain and can beary make it two steps outside. but yea w/e that's me for you. but yea i apperently throw the lamest parties every goooooo me not. hmmm what else is wrong with me lets see im now 19 no one really knew or apperently wished me a happy birthday only those really really close to me. I really don't get it im like the nicest guy even if i hate someone i still wish them a merry christmas or happy birthday. here's the list of ppl i called on Christmas Day. Brittany, cory, mike, matt, grant and tammy, cathy, kathy, linda, lisa, cory, ashley, patricia, crystal(assit manager of KFC), grandma and grandpa, alex, allee, erika, there's probably more but yea i made my point. i would bend over back wards for friends even pplk i don't really know. i can give you this guys number one of my best friends but since i moved and he's an allico w/e and does coke don';t really talk to him but i called him on his birthday and christmas but anyways here's his phone number call him and ask him about me ask him about all the favors and shit i did for him 1-204-785-8626 ask for Cory. Man he was like a brother and now fuck i never seen him since like 5-10 months man i miss him funny guy would stick up for me and everything. ask my brother some guy almost beat jon up and him and andrew stuck up for him. but yea why why why can't i be happy i gotta have one of the most fucked up lives ever. I have to pay bills which is 200 every paycheck, we have to go to the fucking food bank for fucking help i hate asking for help. i couple of times i thought it would be better if i weren't even here but i rethought. im depressed, sad, sometimes i feel like brakeing down but i try not to because i try to have a tough guy image look at my pick im not tough fuck im the oppisite. but yea my pills are giving my fucking mood swings hot and cold flashes theres more but w/e i don't really wanna get into anything else as it's 3:30am. so im off ttyal bye bye.

So Friday: Ummm lets see can't really remember I stayed in the day and played video games and then had to go to work -then the truck decided not to work so i had to call into work and there goes like 50-60 bucks so i stayed in for abit and walked to the corner store with my Dad and we also walked the dogs (they love it)(don't say walkies around them)lol. then came back watched Mr. and Ms. Smith, that was really good and also watched Fantasic 4 that was aslso really good. so then after that I went to Mohawks to get Transmission fiuld for the truck and picked up jon at work. Once I got home and went to bed.

Saturday: now that day I woke up and went to work at 4.30pm and stayed till 8.45pm and then went home and talked to Ashley and Patricia (hi guys) and then Cam came over and we played games till 6am.

Sunday: Woke up hung out with Cam some more haha he slept on the couch. But anyways I never felt good so I never went to work. Cam left at around 2pm or so to do an online test for school. So at around 4.15 jon and I went to Canadian Paintball to sell my paintball gun to a guy and got $280 after that went to Polo to shop I got my Dad a Black Wolf Picture. jon got Cam the 50 Cent CD with 2 cap guns and Caps lol. GGGGGG-UNIT. So after that came home and ate Roast beef with Mashed potatoes with beens. Sooooo good. So after that Megan came over and watched Duece Bigalow 2 it's was funny as hell. Then I went on the computer and talked to Ashley and my mom and now I'm here. So I'm tierd so I'm gonna go to bed so ttyl Bye Bye.

Well 1 more present done i guess i won't say who or what because people can read this lol. only like 3 ppl or 4 maybe don't know yet. But yea i'm doing better. Sorry Ashley I have these mood swings some times due to my pills I hate it But sorry. I hope we could still be friends. :) But I g2g wrap this present so i'll ttyl bye bye.

my life is shit i can't do anything right i FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD FFFUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!! Well thisa is gonna be the last entry for awhile. :'( fuck just fuck i fuck up everything thing that is important to me in my life so keep you distance if you don't wanna get hurt.

first i went to school at lunch time to hang-out with Ashley, Patricia, and Kim. After lunch i went to class (boring as hell) and said i had to leave early to go get my check, and cash it, went to the bank and got me money.HAHAHA im rich (not) but yea after that went home met up with Cam and Megan, then went to go pick up Matt and Patricia at the bus depot, and went to the bowling alley and we were the only ones there until like 6.30, 7 one of the 2 but anyways later on i swear to god we were in between 2 lanes of Handy-capped people but it was cool one guy looked like a retarded Mr.T. I pity the fu. so after that we went to Safeway to pick up Jon then went to Montana's to eat it was good Megan and I had a club. Matt, Cam, and Jon had a Monster Burger. and Patricia had a veggie burger. after we all ate i got whipped cream in my face and most of it landed on this guy behind us... LOL LOL LOL LOL. he wasn't mad but his wife was. lol. she kept insisting that we pay for his dinner. HA like we're rich bitch. So after that went to the LC and got some Alcohol and i got Pegged 3 times (had to show ID) but after that went back to Patricia's and they all drank, of course Cam left. But i felt alone like always im either some kind of wheel, 3rd or 5 doesn't matter fucking sick of it. i don't care with Matt and Patrica but seeing Jon with someone and always having them over and i have to drive them everywhere and yea im sooo alone. FUCK YOU GUYS IM GOING HOME

first off we went to polo to get some things like a Dildo for my best friend, and sex Dice for Matt. (she really wants a dildo that's why)(not sick or anything just knowone will buy one for her) well after that took a bus to the bus depot and picked up Matt and walked to The Fyxx, then walked down Main and then went underground and across the street so we went back down again and then got onto the other side of portage and walked down there until the other The Fyxx cafe and went in then decided to go to Moxies and Matt wouldn't go in so we walked and walked until Portage place and then we saw these 2 guys and looked like they were fighting but the one never wanted to so the one guy just fucking smokes him in the face then the guy who got it into the face tryed go get away from him but the other guy wouln't let him so he finally got away and he was riding his bike like maybe 20kms. . and i was scared that they would come over to us and shit. So we go to Junoirs and I ate a cheeseburger (Smelled) and Matt had a Poutin. After that we took a bus to Polo to go to Silver City to play video games, then came time to take Matt to the bus depot, so we dropped him and Patrica off and then came home played some Paintball (game) and cam and megan were over and now im talking to you. So yea that was my day well I g2g so ttyl bye bye.

Today was boring as all hell. I have to get a better job I swear to god. Well at least a better job that pays the same other then that I'll stay. But earlier I went to the Doctors for a check-up, and also saw this Awesome fire on Willam Ave.really really big they had like 2 blocks closed off and had over 4 firetrucks, 10 cop cars, 5 under cover cop cars it was a big thing. I just wonder what happend?? but after that I went to school and fucking Mr.Rawluk says it's better if i quit school and do nothing for a year and write a GED test to get my GED. lol yea right. So at lunch went to Subway with Ashley, Terra, and Kim know that was like the highlight of my day lol because Terra and her pickles she keep doing funny things with them. So yea work was boring. that's all i g2g say. So ttyl bye bye everyone i'l ttyl bye.

Ok so here's how my day was woke up, went to school, yes i went to school.lol. I went to see if I was kicked out, YAHOO I wasn't kicked out. So, in electrical I made a copper wire bee lol. Pretty shitty but oh well. So after school drove to KFC to drop of my uniform, it's a good thing I left when I did because shit really hit the fan.lol. But anyways not my problem, so after that I dropped of Megan on the street and drove Jon to work and then home and went straight to work. Now at work pretty boring, but at least Cam and Sherry were working and also Jill pretty nice don't really know her but at least I can talk to someone if knowone else is around. Wink Wink Nudge Nudge Patrica. But yea work was work, after that I went to Mc Dicks of course like always they fucked up, so we got 2 big macs free.lol. Then came home and ate and not on the computer till 12am then off to bed. So ttyl bye bye.

So, today i woke up, oh my god im sooo amazed lol. But yea got up talked on MSN till i had to go to work and that was soo much fun NOT. But after that I was waiting for my Dad to pick me up Half hour later I decided to walk home, once i was half a block from home now it's 9:10 or so he decides to come pick me up, YELL OUT HEY DAD.. He yells back WANT A RIDE???... What a bastard!!!:( So at least there was food when i got home really hunger. Now im writting here and talking on MSN to Ashley, Patrica, Matt HEY guys. Well I guess I'll be going now bye bye.

So, I woke up and went to school at lunchtime to hang-out with Ashley, and Terra, also made a appointment with the consuller for Monday. So after that I went to NRG to pick up my check and they fucking ripped me off. So I cashed it yahoo I got some money. after that I went back to school to pick up Ashley, Patrica, and megan, So I gave Ashley a ride home to drop off her books, then went home to drop jon and megan off and got my dad to give us ride to NRG so Patrica could pick up her check and go cash it and go shopping and stuff. Work was so fucking boring. I got this guy that I phoned and he was flirting with me FUCK, I hate sounding like a chick on the phone. But at least I got a survey done and it was fucking funny to do it anyways I don't really care I'm use to it by now lol. So know im at home writing this and listening to music. So tomorrow is gonna be fun, it's my grandpas 85th b-day we're going bowling and after that going to my aunts house to have cake and stuff not to sure what we're gonna do though but it's all fun and games lol. So that was my day so ttyl bye bye.